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Unknown

Ania D.



You were born. You are now among the living. We grow up. Simple story of life. Then you start to wonder how you got here. Have you ever had questions that the answer was unknown at the moment? I have those moments plenty of times. Can I be honest? When me and my ex broke up I was scared she was going to get pregnant and married. My thoughts are wild. We haven't spoken in a while, so I called. Me calling and asking her the question “are you pregnant?” The answer was a no. Do you know how many nights and days I was constantly worrying about another human being's actions or decisions? I'm not going to get into detail of all of the emotions I  went through but lets say it wasn't always pretty. 


    Sometimes we won't get our answers. Sometimes we won't know. Sometimes we don't need to know. Maybe she is and doesn't want to tell me. Is that for me to know? No. We are not in control. My other ex said that to me too. God is in control. I want you to walk away with my story that it's okay to move on! I went to Virginia beach on Saturday and the water was pleasant and salty. Even though the last time I went I fumbled. I'm glad God gave me another chance. 


    We don't always get what we want in life. That's for relationships, finances, goals, even wants. God does promise he will supply every need and his timing is always on time. My best friend loves SZA. You know the song All of the stars. I love that song. What if that set back was just a set up for the blessing God was just waiting to release. Hear this Love, let's talk about love. Is it anything and everything you hoped for? Or do the feelings haunt you? (Haunt). I know the feeling haunts you (haunt). We have to  take captive our thoughts. Thoughts, feelings, decisions all work together, what feelings are you operating in? 


Anyway what SZA say Bri… “ BETTER LIVE YOUR LIFE!!!!! WE”RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME!!!!


Remember you are one step closer to what God is about to release. Be Blessed. Stay Blessed. Be KInd. Remain in faith, love and hope. You are Born with a PURPOSE. You are Not For Sale.

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